A writing state of mind, Becca calls it: this state of alertness that is not aggressive. It’s what I sometimes wake up with, that sense that you’ve got something there, like a float in the middle of a very calm sea, it stands out, is visible, it only needs words and the words are there, trying to come out and that’s when I sleepwalk to my (working) room and sofa and pull out a pen and notebook, or my laptop, and simply start writing and I don’t really think about it much, simply follow the story. Those are the best days. On bad days, which unfortunately are much, much more frequent, simply because most days are working days, the state has escaped me or has been rudely layered over by the daily pressures, getting up, the work, trying to fit everything into one day and there is precious little time left to find a way to that mysterious faculty and imagination. Those are days that I think I have not even got that faculty or that insight and that it was all an imagination, wishful thinking.
But then, I just know it will come back, I will wake up again with that sense of urgency, or simply have to sit down at the end of the day and let it pour out. As Becca says, this urgency can overwhelm you when you are doing completely unrelated things, but only when these unrelated things do not require other intellectually demanding pursuits, such as report writing, or dealing with clients! They happen when you are cycling, or sitting on a train picking up a conversation or letting your thoughts wander, or when you’re in the garden, or all of a sudden when there is a lull and you sip at a cup of coffee, or… Anyway, you get the drift. What I’m trying to say is I think that it is quite hard to call up that ‘writing zone’ when your mind is active and alert to projects, research, dealing with people, interviewing, etc. I know that I need to create that space, the calm sea, help it along, give myself time to let go, otherwise I will be unable to nurture my imagination and the source for the stories that I want to tell, and I will end up depressed and thinking that I will never write another word again!
Thanks for this interesting stimulus, Becca, I now know that I’ve got to make that effort, on a daily basis if possible, definitely at very regular intervals. Even just sitting here now and writing up these words at the end of a long working day helps me to refocus and reminds me that it is not just waiting for the ‘inspiration’ but that I have to push it a bit here and there, create it, as well as writing being about having the tools to do it.
And now I’m going to read the other posts that were put up in response to Becca’s – I did not want to read them before I had pulled my own thoughts together. And if you haven’t put up a post on this subject (yet) what do you think about this question. Is there such a thing as a ‘mysterious faculty’ that writers have?
This all sounds so much like me…it is so hard to call up that lovely, early morning feeling when the mind has yet to start thinking about the days obligations and is free to roam about where it will.
Time, peace, and solitude are the key elements for me…unfortunatlely, they are in short supply!
By: Becca on September 11, 2008
at 3:09 am
Your writing is so enjoyable, I am going to place your feed on my new blog.
Bo Fox
By: oeuvreopinion on September 11, 2008
at 5:45 am
Writing urgeny does overwhelm me. And then I gotta write!
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By: gautami tripathy on September 11, 2008
at 11:36 am
“that sense that you’ve got something there…” Exactly!!!
Sometimes I wonder if we’re all up in the night, stumbling about in search of a pen and paper and a light that doesn’t really wake us yet enough to see to write.
By: oh on September 11, 2008
at 12:36 pm
All – it’s lovely to get responses from fellow bloggers that make you feel less way out, less solitary, and as Oh says, these ‘meetings’ evoke that picture of all of us stumbling around together in the half dark, with a sense that we must grab it here and now, because we may not have another opportunity for a while yet.
Oevre opinion: I cannot reciprocate the visit as there is no link to your blog, but nice to see you here anyway!
By: seachanges on September 11, 2008
at 4:25 pm
I love this — “But then, I just know it will come back, I will wake up again with that sense of urgency, or simply have to sit down at the end of the day and let it pour out.”
To me, that one line represents confidence and an assuredness that I aspire to and it’s so beautifully, simply said.
By: Jeanie on September 11, 2008
at 6:39 pm
Jeanie: nice to see you – the pictures on your blog say it all!
By: seachanges on September 11, 2008
at 7:25 pm